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The Coward

by Dana Blankenhorn
June 10, 2020
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This is one in a series of short stories I've been writing during my own coronavirus quarantine. You can find the complete collection of fiction written especially for this blog here. My books are available on the Amazon Kindle, for sale or for reading via Kindle Unlimited. 

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St. cloudJake Frederickson idolized his grandfather.

Buck Frederickson was approaching 70 as the year 2020 opened, but he still went to the shop every day. Buck’s Appliances in St. Cloud helped Buck’s son, Chuck, become the first Frederickson to graduate college, in 1990. Chuck became a State Farm agent and earned enough, in turn, to pay all Jake’s bills when he went to the U in 2018.

Jake wanted out. He had a vague major in the sciences. He wanted to do something relevant.


Kent-state-shootings-large-169Jake was raised on his grandfather’s tales of courage from the 1960s. Buck described the murders of King and Kennedy, the Chicago Convention, and Kent State as though he were there. The 60s lived through Buck, and thus through Jake.

While Chuck was more into Prairie Home Companion than Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, and cursed the day Garrison Keillor was forced out by the “me-too” movement, the old rock songs became his son’s anthems, as they had been his father’s.

Buck’s defiance was what Jake wanted to follow.

Minneapolis-rent-university-minnesota-dorm-priceAfter a year down in the cities, living at the University Apartments with two Minnesota journalism majors and a tuba player, Jake struck out on his own. For his sophomore year, he found a garage apartment across the river from the campus, in Seward. It was just a few miles away, an easy bike ride, and for the winter Jake bought an old car, which he kept running with parts from the Autozone. He split the cost of a parking spot in the University Apartments garage with one of his former roommates who, in exchange for an extra key, could drive him home and keep the car safe.

When the pandemic came and the school closed, the car moved with Jake down to 26th Ave. There was a Target nearby, and he picked up phone orders in the parking lot. Jake mastered the online syllabus and got his best grades ever.

Then it happened.

Floyd protestsGeorge Floyd was murdered. The Target was looted. The Autozone was destroyed.

Jake was tempted to join but he was a biology major. He knew that droplets from spitting or even breathing could spread the disease, and that the disease could kill. COVID-19 mostly killed older people. Jake knew it could also kill him.

Stay inside, Chuck said, and Jake was tempted to join the demonstrators. Stay inside, Buck said, and Jake stayed inside.

There were blackouts regularly now, and the small air conditioner on his window went out. He couldn’t very well go grab the WiFi at Tim Horton’s on E. Lake. Everything was closed.

St. cloud houseSo it was that a week after Floyd died, Jake Frederickson packed up his 2005 Civic and headed north to St. Cloud, up I-94. Chuck was working from home, but the appliance store was closed.

“I didn’t want to worry you,” said Chuck.

But Buck had the virus. He hadn’t been tested, but he believed he had it, and Chuck acted like it was true.

Still, Buck refused to go to the hospital. Buck said only sick people went to hospitals, and they did that to die. Let younger people have the beds, he said when Chuck pressed him on it. The arguments were contradictory, but Buck would not be moved.

Chuck laid in a stock of gowns, masks, and gloves. Jake’s mother, Carla, was at Buck’s home, tending to her father-in-law.

“You belong on campus,” said Chuck when Jake got home.

“There is no campus,” said Jake. “Can I see grandpa?”

Chuck nodded, yes.

Jake drove to his grandpa’s little house. It was identical to the place he lived behind, on 26th St. It was tiny, just 1,000 square feet, but there was plenty of space to park on the street.

“The neighbors don’t know,” Chuck had warned his son, so Jake didn’t bring flowers. He just knocked on the side door, the one that opened to the kitchen through the mud room, and Carla answered.

CoronavirusIt seemed that she had aged 20 years since he’d seen her at Christmas. The nursing, the cooking, and her fear that the virus was coming for her had left her beaten. There was coffee near the sink, there was sandwich meat and eggs in the refrigerator. Jake helped himself and poured a cup for his mother.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Jake asked.

“Didn’t want to worry you,” Carla said. This is the Minnesota answer to every hard question.

“How is he?”

“He’s not on a ventilator,” she said, “but lately his breathing has become difficult. I’m glad you’re here. He asked for you. Outfit yourself.” She pointed weakly toward the home’s small living room, where there were piles of PPE – swabs, gowns, masks, gloves. Near the door was a large Hefty bag. The used gear was to be tossed in there.

“How did you get this stuff?” Jake asked.

Covid nurse“Your dad called in a lot of favors,” Carla said. “The face guard was improvised.” He looked at it more closely. The front was a clear vinyl book report cover. Some of Carla’s crochet thread had been glued to the front, with enough on either side to tie in the back.

“This is amazing,” Jake said. As he finished tying the face guard, he heard his grandfather’s cough, weak and hacking. He knew from his reading that the virus’ clotting was especially acute in the lungs, and that once they were too weak to work without a ventilator death was likely. A tear fell along one cheek, but he couldn’t wipe it away.

Instead, Jake walked down the short hallway and appeared in Buck’s bedroom. Carla had propped her father in law on enough pillows to choke a St. Bernard.

“Hey, gramps,” said Jake.

Buck stopped coughing long enough to see who was behind the second mask and gown. “Jake,” he wheezed, and tried to smile.

“You heard about what’s going on back at school,” said Jake. Buck motioned weakly to the flat screen TV propped on a bureau opposite him.

“I saw,” he said.

“You were in it,” said Jake. “You were part of it. The 60s. They’re back, gramps. I need to know what to do. What did you do?”

“I saw,” Buck said again. Once more he pointed toward the TV.

“I don’t understand,” said Jake.

Carla filled him in. “Jake, your grandfather never went to any of those demonstrations. He got a high draft number. He never left St. Cloud. He just watched it all on the TV.

Coronavirus with spike“That’s how we got all this,” she added, motioning around the room. “He started by opening a TV repair shop after high school, in 1968. By the time your dad came along, he was selling them. Then came washing machines, dishwashers, toasters, refrigerators, ovens, everything. Piece by piece, bit by bit. He even tried selling PCs before you were born, but their value dropped too fast for him, and then the ComputerLand opened up…”

“He was my hero,” Jake cried. “He said he did all that.”

“He saw all that,” said Carla. “He witnessed all of that, right here in St. Cloud. It made him what he became.”

“But he never marched,” said Jake. “He never faced the cops. He never did any of it.” He looked back at his grandfather, and the look in his eyes sent Buck into another coughing spell. A long one this time.

A fatal one.

A few days later, with his grandfather in the ground and the store doing its going-out-of-business sale, Chuck and Carla greeting customers like the family at a wake, Jake raced home.

He parked his car on 26th Street and then he took a walk. He went to E. Lake, then he took a right. He was determined to finally be a part of it, to be more than a witness, to do something for the cause of his time, and to make black lives matter.

But he was too late. The police were gone. The demonstrators were gone. Instead of the acrid smell of smoke, there was the smell of flowers. The place where Floyd had died had become a memorial. Instead of seeing riot police he saw one community relations officer, standing without a gun, without even a club. It was a black officer. When people approached, he hugged them, listened to them, cried with them.

UniversityofminnesotaiWas it over? Was Jake a coward from a family of cowards? Was he just a witness?

Maybe, he thought. But no more.

He would become a virologist. He would join a lab in the school’s vast biological complex. He would find ways to fight coronaviruses of all kinds. He would turn down money from the big drug companies, and he would stay on 26th Street, buying the house his garage apartment sat behind.

And he would vote.

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Dana Blankenhorn began his career as a financial journalist in 1978, began covering technology in 1982, and the Internet in 1985. He started one of the first Internet daily newsletters, the Interactive Age Daily, in 1994. He recently retired from InvestorPlace and lives in Atlanta, GA, preparing for his next great adventure. He's a graduate of Rice University (1977) and Northwestern's Medill School of Journalism (MSJ 1978). He's a native of Massapequa, NY.

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